At a Standstill (almost)

First off, I'd like to apologize to everyone I haven't spoken with in a long time. Thanks for the concern. Recently, I've suffered a setback in life. It was very traumatizing for me and with the shame that I felt (not that I even did anything wrong), I found it hard to tell people about it, even my parents.

I could go on and on about how it wasn't fair and debate how messed up it happened. However, I'm done with the bouts of feeling depressed or holding my own silent vigil of rage. It really is time to move on.

As of now, I'm re-applying and hoping for the best. I seem to have a sort of fire in me right now. The kind that will pretty much steamroll anything that gets in my way. I'm gonna be back.

On another note, you'd be surprised how much you can bench press if you're angry.